Looking back to reflect and move forward.

 This is from earlier this spring...

"And now to move on to my single girls rant... 

Still looking for Mr. Right... he is not here as far as I can tell. Sometimes I feel like I must be asking for a nobel peace prize winner or something. I don't need the knight in shining armor or the rich man. I need someone who can/will take care of me in times of need and cheer me up when I am sad.. Someone who understands that I am a strong woman who is extremely opinionated and knows when to put me in my place. I need a friend, a partner...someone who will make me laugh and will travel the world with me. I'm looking for someone who is not afraid to love me for me. The crazy, emotional and family oriented person that I am.   Love me or let me go mister... let me be with someone who wants to be with me. I deserve it and I want it sooner rather than later. God has a plan and I am working on my patience, but I do believe he has a plan. "

This is still important to me. 

For whatever reason, people seem  to think that good ol' Houston is Mr. Right. I can't say whether he is or isn't but I can say that we are on a friendship page and that is that. 



Another quote from earlier this year and my blog:
"Now more than ever do I realize that I will never be content with a sedentary life, that I will always be haunted by thoughts of a sun-drenched elsewhere.” 
― Isabelle Eberhardt"


Trying not to force a blog post... before last night/this morning it had been a while since you heard from me. I am in a strange place again in life and yes it has been a bit crazy (slight understatement). I'm taking ownership of the craziness though and am working REALLY hard to get past it and live life.

Life is always going to throw you curveballs and it's a matter of figuring out how to hit them.  I have made a number of mistakes in my life but I have learned something from every path that I have taken. I may be on my own right now, but I know that I am living my life for me. This past week... okay 2 months since I left ATI has been a great period of self preservation. I have laughed and had a great time... thanks to the Mermaids of Alcatraz Tour , softball and the nights  out and weddings that I have attended.



Baby momma drama and family fun have always played a great part in my life since 2003 when the twins were on their way. NO MORE... I have finally been able to take a step away and be a bit selfish and get mom over to that side of thinking.


I put in a few more applications today. Don't want to say where since these days they all seem to fall through. I am qualified and hope that it will work out. There IS one job that just came open that I would LOVE LOVE LOVE to have, but who knows anymore.