Alrighty peeps. I realize it's been AGES since I have written. In the time since January 31st I've gotten a job or two and now I have 3 jobs. I know... CRAZY and I should quit one but I love them all and right now the money that I am making in addition to my full time salary is going to help me catch up on some payments that I couldn't make in the past 6 months.

I am currently at a  great place in life. I am ready to move forward and continue to grow as a human being. I am 30 and feel every bit of it. My body aches and my mind is analyzing every aspect of my future. Suddenly the future doesn't seem so far away. I have found some great friends and am branching out but also getting back to the things that I love and are important to me. My focus RIGHT NOW is on work and the other stuff is just that... STUFF. I am ready to move forward in my life and am focused on the goals at hand. This 3oth yaer is about NEW BEGINNINGS and I am finding that it is going to be a year of new beginnings for sure. As I said, I am in a new job for sure and and am hoping to continue to grow relationship wise and and live every moment as though it is my last one.

I feel like I have found someone that I can grow with but he has yet to realize it (which sucks). He's a GREAT man and I have so much fun with him and am able to let go completely but he is holding on to his bachelorhood like it's a buoy floating in the middle of the ocean. Oh well, thankfully life has found a way to keep me occupied and not worried about what's going on in my world on the personal side. I have plenty going on with the jobs and am truly truly enjoying all that work has to offer.

The people that I work with are a bit crazy and off kilter but I am starting to love 'em the same. I am back with my Black Daisy family after 2 years of cruising and nothing. Had my first asthma attack in eight or nine years yesterday. My boy was really pissed at me and I would say it still is. I am going to have to do a better job of keeping an eye on me sot hat I do not wear myself down.

I've got weight loss goals that I would like to reach. I have gained 25 pounds since returning from cruise life. Boo on that !! Working on getting back into a routine ...working out, eating better, being active and outside. Summer and spring are a great time for me with activity except for the allergy asthma thing. Some years are better than others but this year I think the allergyt hing is going to be an issue while trying to play. I am goin to push through though and lose the weight that I have gained and then some ... hopefully. 

So much positive thinking in this post. Hopefully I can uphold that train of thought and be successful in all the areas of my job.