Wow… so this EASTERN CRUISE has been awful. I feel like my brain is being torn in 9 million different directions and I feel like I could come home right now and be sad only about one thing and it doesn’t include work. In the last 4 days I’ve gotten in trouble more than I got in trouble my entire last contract. I’m over it right now… oh yeah and now I have to go back to the Crown Plaza to stay until the Magic ports and then get up at the ass crack of dawn to embark. NO BUENO.
My friend twinkle toes… is ready to walk off the ship. She is ready to get her passport and just get on a plane and go. I am trying to change her mind and tell her to give it a chance but I’m not sure if it’s going to happen. I got a VW today for something that didn’t seem like it was too big an issue considering it was all communicated to the person who makes the changes. I got one on a different card 2 days ago for over sleeping which is acceptable (even though another assistant manager was present and could have called me). Awful… I told you just awful. What really sucks is that I have to do this itinerary every other week for the next 3 or 4 months. YUCK. I have tons of reviews to complete so that I can be signed off and done with the whole shenanigans.
I feel like the past few days I have not been able to be myself and I hate that… I am sad, glad, nervous… you name it and I probably fit into that category. I know I can come home when I want but I’m not a quitter… I am capable of doing this job and am capable of doing it well AND enjoying it. I have to put my head down and focus… EYE ON THE PRIZE at this point.
Talked to the brother today. I’m worried about him. His kids are amazing but their situation sucks and I don’t want him to be affected byt hat if I can help it. I won’t be going to Hawaii, not after the cruise that I have had… my file looks pretty special I’m sure after this one. I’ll ask to see my file tomorrow so at least I know what I’m headed to the Magic with. At least I can go in with my eyes wide open.
I WANT TO GO THROUGH THE PANAMA CANAL… SO SO UNFAIR… THAT’S ALL I WANTED TO DO BUT NOOOOOOOOO… I’M STUCK IN THE CARIBBEAN… I’m sure that sounds stupid to you but man a new itinerary would have been great. I’ll have all my Wonder family take pics and send them to me.
I need to pay my car payment and then re-up the insurance so I can get someone to drive my car to Florida for me… I’d like to have my vehicle here if possible so that I don’t have to pay for the bus anymore. I need to find out how that works. When I leave here on the 9th of April, twinkle toes is coming to visit Texas and I’m driving home from Florida. Could be fun… I’ll have to see which friend I know that might want to fly in to Florida and then drive with me… if no one can… I’m doing it on my own … no worries.
I’m over typing at this point… I'm over a lot of things at this point...talk to you later!
Ashley
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